A Daring Adventure


"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all."  
--Helen Keller

Life is a tricky thing.  It is easy to find the extremes (too much, too little) but takes a great deal of practice to hit the sweet spot.


Travel seems to help.  It gives you enough distance from your daily life to have perspective.  From 30,000 feet everything looks like a Monet.  Beautiful, but longing for definition.

Travel, the act of being away, is communion for me. It awakens my sense of self, a beast I cage everyday to survive.  And that is just it, I am surviving.


In the long game, survival is a beautiful thing.  It is a gritty, desperate enterprise.  But survival deserves a foe.  What is it that I am surviving?  A life?  Is life the foe?

See this metaphor shines light on a truth that is too bleak for most.  We must introduce creation.  I believe artists create their way out of surviving life.  So here I am, back.  Knocking on the door of creation.



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